Meh.

do you ever have that hope so high that it would make up a love-shaped flares up above the sky?do your heart ever beats like the red blood cells and white blood cells would dance their way to all parts of your organs,that all of you would speak only of love?

But how do you forget someone that gave you that very 'high' feeling that you thought you were standing on a land of paradise?and that same person that gave you the most annoying,almost unbearable pain,non stop of heart breaking moments that you thought that those heartaches are never ending?

Choice,they said.

You choose to be as dead as your past,or as lively as your present.but what if you wanted to forget someone so bad,so freaking bad that it hurts your own heart,it hurts so much that you thought you would die of missing that person too much?that heartache that burns out of charcoal of pieces of your broken heart,and ignited by the longing feeling,have you ever feel that?

Effort,they said.

But are those easily done as easy as they are uttered?just how much tons of effort you need to forget that person?just how many ages you need to spend missing that person while that one person did not have a thought about you at all,on all those useless time you spent on?

Did you ever woke up on some random morning and suddenly feels like,the world doesnt seems to spin around you anymore?do you ever have that feeling that you thought you have some hole inside your heart,and know not what to fill it with after they're gone?have you ever had that thought of the world of that person,that nothing could go wrong,nothing could ever stand in your way,and suddenly that something to fight for,is gone?

Time,they said.time heals.

What if time gives you a lot of space to fill the pain of missing a person in?if so,how many terabyte is your pain now?what if time gives you a lot of guilt,a lot of self reminder that you are just a fool for a person?to remind that you are the one that set both of you apart?