Deep,brah,deep.

It is both a blessing and a curse,to feel everything so very deep.

These words i saw on social (sosial= so sial) media web few weeks ago.

So,have you ever experienced this?

What does it mean a blessing, and what does it mean a curse? And what does it mean everything? And how deep is deep means?

I always saw a life beyond lives. I saw a pain of suffer of an old man working his old ass up under the burning sun. How his skin cracks up over the years of searching for few coins to feed his childrens,and yet his kids become assholes and left him all alone when they grew up,leaving him living a life left out in the dark,endless valley to nowhere so near death.i saw it all, by watching an old man selling drinks outside somewhere.

I have those high feelings when some songs play.i saw the stories in all those lyrics,those rhythms,melodies.it is like you are in the 3 minutes of some sort of heaven feels,though it is just a song about how you dont wanna get out of the bed,and you dont feel like doing anything at all.

I saw winding road ahead of a child of 3 months old.he is gonna have a hard time learning to crawl,learning to walk,talk,socialise,gets in trouble for flirting with another's wives,becoming a macai and gets trolled everywhere he goes,and then finding a place to die.

How deep is deep? Like a heart broken type of deep after a breakup that you thought your world is gonna end so badly because you miss your  ex so badly that you even dreams of her when you close your eyes at night,that when you woke up in the morning your heart sank like a anchor in the deep ocean when you realise that she is gone,out of your life?that deep?
Or deep like when you saw some cat walking past you and did not giving any damn at all that you are heartbroken,and you realise that life goes on,though the cat is hurted by some assholes throwing stones at it,and still walking like a boss and not giving a single damn?the only thing in that cat's mind is food and a place to sleep of course,but how far it roams the earth none of us knows,saw some shit,feel a lot of shit,shit a lot,and still not giving damn bout anything at all,that it made you realise that feeling like shit for some girl that is not worth your time is so shitty that you wanna rip the shit out your own heart because you feel so shitty.that kind of deep?

Oh man,its so deep i cannot even see.