Whoahhhhh, its been ages that i write this blog. I don't even know why I stopped blogging. Maybe it feels like shit posting shits online before, but these few days I was feeling like, I really really wanna write something (hoping that I won't feel shitty later). Today, I've had one of the most confusing 30 minutes of my life. One 30 mins that makes my brain work (Its the first time of this semester my brain works actually,good job dear brain!) These few questions pop out of my head, and they've been hanging in there for a few hours.
Is life a marathon? Is it a one way path?
That 30 mins make me think that i am being shaped to be something I don't like. Being that shape is cool, totally cool. But it's just not my type of cool. It seems like in those 30 mins i disappoint some people. But should I be what they want me to be? Shouldn't I be what I want to be? Or am I giving too much fucks? I confuse myself. I feel shitty now.
Goddamnit. I gave too much fucks on things I shouldn't and not giving a fuck on things I should. I clearly doesn't give a fuck before those 30 mins, guess I shouldn't give a fuck now. Now, just what the fuck am I writing?
I'll still do what i want, and I'll do what i don't want if it needs to be done.
By the way, I remembered a video I saw on 9gag.tv. It was totally awesome. I should put it here so I can amaze myself when I read my older posts someday. Played some dota games today. My hands are like,soooo fucking slow.
" Life is not a marathon " commercial.
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